strangely, i found my heart crying this morning again.
i dont know why.
i have such a strong and happy family supporting me
n yet still, i feel in this way.
i need to change and get rid of this feeling every morning when i wake up
maybe tmr will be better.
hmm
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gp common test is drwing near. i have no idea of how to actually prepare for it.
its important. i know i. i will do my best.
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that had been the last lunch we had together.
ive never thought that will be the last
i did not bother treasuring it and such as i thought there will be many more times that we will be sitting down together and eating and laughing.....
how childish i am
i need to grow up soon. i have always taken things for granted and only after that they had left me, i start to feel regretful of not spending more time with them.
hmm
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i need to be happy
i need to smile
i need to really laugh my lungs out
can you help me?